Wednesday, May 28, 2014

What's Gonna Be Good?

I'm just feeling sooo lazy now. Well, accompanied by John Mayer's song as always and well actually I'm at home. FINALLYY!!! Hahaha. I've been home since last Sunday and I was riding a motorcycle alone from Yogyakarta. It took around 3 hours to my home. And everybodies seem so surprised why I am so brave to ride alone. Perhaps, they just belittled me because I'm so thiin slim :p.
I'm home. However, it doesn't mean I'm free of assignment. There's still a paper waiting for submission in this Saturday. Oh God, but I feel like I don't wanna start it all. Right, it was just a "home syndrome" it means when we've got home, we seem don't wanna do anything such an assignment. Well, God, don't let me do that, God.
Yesterday, SNMPTN 2014 was announced and I found so many "happy twitter" from my younger classes in High School. So proud of them, though :) However, this thing can take me back around a year ago. Yaa right, as I've ever told you before that I wasn't accepted :) After a year that thing go, I began to thing, that was many factors that caused me wasn't accepted. First, I used to be a Science student, not a Social. While my obsessed major was International Relations where it's a high level of Social student choice, actually. I used to love IRs when I was still at the 11th grade of High School, even before our friends were thinking hard about what major we're going to choose, even they weren't thinking yet.
Second, I've chosen a faar farr away university that actually that university doesn't count our school at all. I used to school at the best High School in town. Where some great University were counting us as one of the best school. As a proof, there are many of my elder class were accepted in State University with a countable major, a great major, a good major. But, at that time I didn't think about that actually. I was just follow my ambition. Wish my brother and sister don't follow my mistake :"
Third, I was blind. Yess, blind. At the SNMPTN year 2013, every student were allowed to choose 4 majors in 2 universities with requirements we choose one University which the location is in the same province as where we live. Except, when we only choose one major, and one University, it's allowed to choose wherever, without any requirement. And, that's what I do.
Well, so many mistake I did a year a go. Of course, it remains a regret. So much regret. However, now I feel I've got a better place :) As I'm now studying in a private University, not in a state University, but what's the problem? It was just a tinny separator, only by its status, private or state? And some people in this country are thinking, State always better than Private. And if we see the fact, it wasn't proven. There's not always everything good inside state University, and there not always bad in Private University. It depends on ourselves and the major we choose. If we can do that well, we can be better than those states college. Who knows? ;)

Friday, May 23, 2014

In The Mid-May

Hello pals! Finally, got my chance to write a thing here, actually I still boost my mood to write. Even now, I'm not feeling good since I got flu and this is the one that I hate because when I'm flu, i feel like I don't wanna do anything. Seems like I don't have any desire to be active even this week was a really hectic. Actually I don't like being sick, and surely everybody doesn't, right?
I got so much busy this week. Presentations, papers, those get me stressed. Well, but i'm still trying to manage my time as well so that I can't feel so tired. However, my body wasn't that strong enough to face those all things. Then, i've got a sick. Being sick alone is not really a matter for me. The thing is really matter is that when I've got my own really busy than i've ever imagine. I never imagine that being a college student is this busy. So much hectic and it feels like the assignments were never stop coming to us. Well, no body get so relaxed. Everybody were busy with their own assignments and maybe another business. And if you want to know that I don't like being busy, and that's of of the reasons I don't wanna join any organizations at campus.
I know myself well, and really I don't like to become so busy at all. I prefer spend my whole time to discover something I need to know even it's about a college itself or about other thing that I like. If i'm busy, I don't have any time to take a rest, and once again, I know my body really well. My body needs to be protected more. I know I can easily tired when I got myself really busy.
So then, what I'm going to post here is....
Showing you that I've experienced a MuN! It was my first time to join this event. And that was so much interesting. I wasn't speaking that much, at that time. Hehe. But that was a good lesson for me as I am an International Relations student. And here, showing you a picture again finallyyy. Picture, picture picture!! :p

What I wore on the first day
On the second day I wore this
The last day costume

Actually, there still so many pictures on my laptop, but i'm sure u'll be bored if i upload all that. Haha. While enjoying Indonesian Idol's Grand Final, i'm waiting the uploading to be done, and finally, i can share all my picked photos here. I think it's time to sleep pals, tomorrow i'm gonna have a class at 9 p.m. Bye~

psst, this's my friends' photo taken in the darker light, so it's like "gelap-gelapan" I don't hv any idea what's "gelap-gelapan" means in English :p