Monday, December 23, 2013

Current Obsessions

Have you heard now I'm a college student? Life has been great! Thought I need to learn a lot, still. However, there are 2 things that become my obsession now. I don't know why.


Currently, I'm eager to learn German again. I learnt it at Senior High actually, but I don't have time to learn it more know, we got a lot of subjects to learn at Senior High. I also would like to learn French, but I guess, later. I still have a German book so I can learn it again for free. Well, this was actually not a book, but the soft copy of the materials I have that I printed.

I learn German in 3 years and still, the words that I remember is only "Ich Liebe Dich". Hahaha. No, I'm just kidding, I just forgot it all so I think I need to learn it again.

  • Samsung NX300 Mirrorless Camera

Don't question why I prefer Samsung NX300 mirrorless rather than Nikon or Canon (which everybody's favourite). But...I just love the design of this camera. It's vintage.


It's a mirrorless camera which is easier to operate, especially for a person who doesn't really know about "the camera" like me. It's similar to DSLR camera but lighter, thinner, and easier. Unfortunately, this costs quite pricey, around IDR 7500K. Can somebody buy me this, please? Haha.

So, that's all my current obsession. Do you have a current obsession? Why don't you share it?

Monday, December 16, 2013

People Can Never Escape from Their Past

The past is just the past. 
We couldn't take it back or even change it. 
We can't even escape it. Escape? From the past? We can't. 
You will never be a better person if you never learn from your past. 
The past, on the other side, is important. Not to regret about, to learn it. 
We can't erase it from the memory, sometimes. 
Then, take it as a learn so we won't repeat it again if it's wrong. 
As a person, we have to be better each day and the past can be a lesson. 
So, there's no need to regret the past. 
Well, okay, you might ever regret it, but don't do it again. 
Take it as a lesson for you to be better.

Friday, December 13, 2013

Ignore It

Because life is wierd. And mess. And finally it's not an easy to hold something we've had.. This is what shouldn't happen to me. And almost every single night i can feel that dream. I ever feel and enjoy it without guilty, and somebody suddenly tell me i was wrong. That should never appear in my mind. I never think, how stupid i am to give that hope, to somebody that might be feel "something strange" until he realize me. And it is still not enough, how come the dream still irritate my sleep? I shouldn't end all that i've been holding to for several long, to find somebody out there who i don't know, whether i can comfortable with or not. While, it's all my promises which is i've done no hesitant. All that we've ever said together. All my hopes and dreams. Remember that, to reach this, we need much sacrifices. It's hard to be here, to be this way, now. Because it trough a long process until we get here. So that i don't wanna broke the promises that i conviced, it never happen :)